So, I just got to look over all my status updates on facebook for 2009, and all I can say is WOW, I am glad that it is 2010! I am such a different and happy person now. It is crazy what 4 weeks in a different place will do to turn you around.

Work is still going wonderful, I had training this week, and I love everything about my job except the long hours. :)

Ive been thinking about it, and I havent done any drawing since about 2006, and that is pretty crazy becaise it was always something I used to loved doing. Life just happens and before you know it your day is over and it seems like just a few hours ago you were waking up, where does the time go!? sheesh!

I've been really missing my brother lately, he comes home june 30th and the time is going by so slow, I cannot wait to see him. I get to talk to him on mothers day, but that is about a month before he comes home. LOVE MY LITTLE BRUDER!!

I really wish I had exciting things to write about lol, but I think im doing good just getting stuff off my chest. Holly and Pistol are doing wonderful, not enjoying the oklahoma weather im sure, but surviving. I cant wait to see them too, daniel told me he would go get them for me when he gets home, he always takes care of me so im sure he will get it done.

well as always, Life is good today :)
-D

I have a few free minutes before I have to leave for work so I figured I would write a little bit down because I never got the chance yesterday. I sold yesterday for the first time at work :) awesome confidence builder. I haven't had a day off from work since i've started there, so far I have worked 54 hours and get to add 7 more to that, Seesh... And next week I have training monday through friday, 8-3. So I guess my next day off is sunday, haha, I cannot wait for a break let me tell ya.

For the past couple weeks, I have been mostly working on myself, getting myself to where I want to be emotionally. And now with everything going on in my life, I can comfortabally say, that my heart is now in the right place and back where it should be.

Well off to work, maybe ill add more later. :)

I can happily say that I am in love....with my job haha, I can already tell I am probably going to be a work-aholic, but I guess in some ways, right now in my life it is what I need. My birthday wasnt the greatest, but just because yesterday was a terrible day doesnt mean toay wont be the best day of my life, I just had to get here, and I did. I'm hoping to move out on my own soon, though I love living with my parents, I dont want to rely on them until im 30 lol. So the search begins, apartment? condo? house? blah, ahaha, we'll see. Well todays blog is going be short and lame. . . . ok bye :)

A wise person once said, " the 2 best days of a persons life, is the day they were born, and they day they discover why." I'm 22 today and still maybe still trying to figure the last part out. Where do the years go, and why cant they get any easier....maybe im writing this blog out of anger, no, I refuse to be angry on my birthday, but I guess I will just spill, why cant people just get on with their lives and not just meddle on yours, Last night was probably the well, off of the 2 best days of my life in the first quote, was is a good tie for 3rd or forth, but it seems like my mountians arent quite yet all climed, I'm not much of a person to give up, so as to end this blog I would offically like to be the first to wish myself a happy birthday, may 2010 bring nothing but happiness and stregnth, cause for once in my life I can say, I CAN do anything.

clean slate.

Wow, I never thought i'd ever be making one of these, Im always so anti-writing about my life because I guess that means people can read it and I guess I feel like they would be meddling into my own personal business. So, here we go?

I turn 22 in 2 days, its royally been scaring the crap out of me, I look at my life and where all my friends are and I seem so far behind. 3 years ago I would never have imagined myself where I am, haha I mean I am working at a car dealership, but looking back 2 years ago, i've acompished and grown so much, I hardly even recognize myself. 2010 has been nothing but a wonderful life changing eye-opener, after years of wallowing around in self pity I finally can say, i've matured, I look back a year ago and the people I was surrounding myself in, and realized wow, i'm so glad I got out of that, they we're people who had no plans for their future and though I do wish the best for them, seem more at a stand still in their lives. I've acceived more of a greatfulness (is that a word??...oh well) for the wonderful people I have in my life, and can finally give 100% to my friendships, and I think it is finally showing. I cannot thank my wonderful parents and little brother enough for being with me through everything, and wow, did I put them through enough, its about time I start giving back. I've been so selfish, and have hurt a lot of people, and lost them cause of my own pride, and i'm very lucky for the ones that never gave up on me or judged me when I was at my worst. I guess I can say Oklahoma was a huge eye opener for me, It made me realize how I was living my life, and it was a 'now or never' choice I had to make, I could either keep living like I was, and keep going down hill, or make a change, and now trust me, im not looking back. I've gotten myself in enough trouble as it is, and thinking back, it wasnt at all worth it, but I did learn some valuble lessons. I'm glad to see what 2010 brings, and finally except what it has to offer, because lets face it, Life is what happens, when your busy making other plans.